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Phoebe died last night. I buried her at dawn. A couple of hours ago, my black cat, Lucy, was found dead on the sidewalk out front, cause unknown. Neighbors helped bury her. The ground here is so hard, it was difficult enough digging a rat-sized hole on my own earlier.

A lot of pets have passed this year. I haven't cried for any of them, not since Ezekiel two years ago. I just feel nothing now. Not even numbness. It's like hearing that a neighbor's pet died instead. I loved all of them, but it literally feels like I am incapable of feeling grief. I didn't even cry when the man who was like a father to me unexpectedly passed away last year. I was only shocked. Not sad.

Over time I've come to feel sad, and I do miss him very much. I miss everyone, human and animal. It's weird to not feel anything, like someone flipped a switch inside me that literally turns off certain emotions.
Phoebe died last night. I buried her at dawn. A couple of hours ago, my black cat, Lucy, was found dead on the sidewalk out front, cause unknown. Neighbors helped bury her. The ground here is so hard, it was difficult enough digging a rat-sized hole on my own earlier.

A lot of pets have passed this year. I haven't cried for any of them, not since Ezekiel two years ago. I just feel nothing now. Not even numbness. It's like hearing that a neighbor's pet died instead. I loved all of them, but it literally feels like I am incapable of feeling grief. I didn't even cry when the man who was like a father to me unexpectedly passed away last year. I was only shocked. Not sad.

Over time I've come to feel sad, and I do miss him very much. I miss everyone, human and animal. It's weird to not feel anything, like someone flipped a switch inside me that literally turns off certain emotions.

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Lizlovestoons12 Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
Say, I've written out an idea for a "Treehouse of Horror" episode: lizlovestoons12.deviantart.com….
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GunshotBOOOII Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2016  New Deviant Student Artist
silently stalks your profike
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:iconnevuela:
Nevuela Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You didn't post anything.
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GunshotBOOOII Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2016  New Deviant Student Artist
oh right im kenedy421
but i moved so
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annnonymoose Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2016  New Deviant
where i got

please tell me
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:iconnevuela:
Nevuela Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Where you got what? Please tell you what? I don't understand what you are trying to ask me.
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:iconannnonymoose:
annnonymoose Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2016  New Deviant
it was a joke
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:iconnevuela:
Nevuela Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
How was that a joke? It doesn't even begin to make sense.
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NightSca4z Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Your art is amazing~! ^^




I have a crush on sideshow bob again .=.
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Nevuela Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Awww, shucks! :flirty: Thank you!
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